Sigh...

I compare Teatro to a special multi-flavored cookie which I was not ment to eat. Appetizing and aluring at first with all its almonds, raisins, chocolate chips, creamy fudge, mini m&m's, caramel filling, and whatnot. I was so snagged by this morsel that before I knew it, I had already taken a bite out of the thing. A big one. I thought to myself, "Oh goodie." and began to chew. I was in heaven as the flavour set in but soon it got messy. The ingredients mixed and mashed with each other confusing the taste. I initially decided to spit it out but being the man I am I stuck with it determined to finish the thing. Now, I regret not discarding it sooner. Looks like the cookie mutated into icky paste inside my mouth which I am having trouble getting rid of. I chew and chew and chew and chew till I cant take it anymore hoping it'll disappear only to make it worse. But with this toothbrush I call "reason" and this toothpaste I name "practicality", I shall purge myself of this cookie called "Teatro" and wash the aftertaste down with some milk called "rest".

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Hey what can I say? I've finally decided to throw in the towel. Soon Teatro is just going to be another chapter in my life. Everything I've worked for till now would be for naught. All the trust I built up as an aspiring member shall be gone. As bad as it sounds, somethings need to be shoved aside to reveal the goal I intend to acheive. The experience was golden though and the short time I've spent with them was all I wanted. Heh, I'm sure a hell lot of people are gonna be pissed but I'll make it up to them one way or another. Sigh, good times. Before I put on hold and decide what to do with my passion for the arts...

I think give myself a few more moments to bask in its fulfilling greatness... then maybe I'll I can walk away from it satisfied... for the time being.